Friday, December 2, 2011

Trouble Maker Hyona and Seung-Hyun Chang pics




















i love this video sooooooooooooooo much love the sooooooong too


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s-zRAQmKUkI


Thursday, September 8, 2011

your just too cute (Natsuki Shinomiya)

Name: sakamora Nari (last – first)
Age:18 just like Natsuki
Instrument: guitar
Looks if pic doesn’t show up you have blond hair and green eyes wearing the school uniform if not in school then just a blue summer dress .

You were sitting in the class room when suddenly Natsuki came he was holding a stuffed animal with him

you looked up at him staring at the stuffed animal which was a cute rabbit "its so cute where did you get that ?"you said trying to take the stuffed animal but he was taller than you so he was teasing you by pulling it above your level and chuckling at your cuteness, you pouted crossing your arms "fine i don’t want your rabbit I’ll tell Syo to give me one " you said not looking at him and sitting back on your disk he stared at you for a second not chuckling anymore, you and Natsuki were friends from a long time since both of you were kids you met syo and you all became friends but you and Syo were getting closer and that made Natsuki not so happy since he loves you thus you didn’t know you always teased him by syo thinking he didn’t like it because someone took his best friend . You love Natsuki a lot but you wouldn’t tell him afraid you would miss up your friendship ... Back to the story , his crystal green eyes stared down at your blue ones he then put his hand on your cheek making you blush 200 hundred shades of red " your just so cute" he chuckled handing you the rabbit and sitting behind you at his desk once the teacher came though everyone quiet down " so today the composers and the idols are going to work together those who want to become idols will write lyrics and who wants to compose will come up with the tune so this is the names of the teams on the board you looked to see your name with Natsuki you blushed you will be working with him , you looked over your shoulder to him to see him having the widest smile ever you softly giggled and he then noticed you looking at him and blushed a bet "we are going to be partners " he smiled at you And you returned it "now remember there is no way not even a chance to have romance going on its forbidden" the teacher said which caused you to swallow hard "but if we like someone before we interred the school" Natsuki suddenly asked making you feel sad he wouldn’t ask unless he likes someone and there are a lot of your friends who went to this school so it can be anyone, you looked at the ground not feeling happy anymore "well that maybe you can keep it outside the campus ok " the teacher said .. The class ended soon and u hurried outta the class before anyone could talk to you , there you were sitting in front of the lake it was ur usual place to set "i knew id find you here "a voice said you turned around seeing none other than Natsuki , you turned your head back to the lack not wanting to look him in the eyes "yeah" you replayed he then sat next to you looking at you "about the team up i think we should work on that me the lyrics and you the tune "he said exited , you nod your head still gazing at the lack "are you ok Nana?!" he asked "oh yeah sorry about that i was just thinking hhhh" you said not being yourself "you know what since its really hot tonight how about we go for a swim i want to play with you" he said , you looked at him then a flash back hit you
FLASHBACK
A year ago you and Natsuki were at the lack splashing water on each other when suddenly his glasses fell of his eyes and he stayed still for a second you looked at him only to notice his glasses fell into the lack edge "dame it “you muttered "so you’re the girl who is changed Natsuki eh ?"Satsuki said (which if u didn’t watch the anime is the spirited personality of Natsuki ) "changed ???" you questioned puzzled , he smirked coming closer to you so close you could feel his breath on your lips he gazed into your eyes you got to say his eyes without the glasses looked even better his head started to lean to you "aren’t you afraid ?"he asked you having one hand around your waist and the other on your chin "no im not because i know ... Deep down your still you Natsuki " you said when suddenly syo came out of nowhere and put Natsuki glasses for him from behind his back "ano nana what happened !" he was confused he then saw the way he was holding you and suddenly he let go of you so fast shyo had to catch you "its ok Natsuki hhh you were trying to help me because i was going to slip" you lied feeling syos arms tighten around you since he knew you loved Natsuki "ooooh so that’s it oh nana you look so cute like this but without the background "he glared at syo taking you roughly from his hands causing you to collide with his chest and blushing a lot "tsk you know you’re going to give up on that in the end Nari"shyo said walking away you thought of what he said he meant that you should give up Natsuki ....
END FLASHBACK
You looked back at Natsuki to see him already in the lack with his shirt off making you blush ,he took hold of your hand and pulled you to the lack with him "ahhh its cold " you giggled "yeah its better we can cool of under the cute stars " he said floating on his back with his head close to your chest since your standing "uph my glasses got wet , ill dry them off " he said starting to take it off but you stopped his hand making him look at you confused he stood up and asked "what i want to see you and the stars i can’t play like this" he said pouting , you couldn’t help but blush his body was glowing in the moon light making him look even sexier , whit out having control on your body you started to get closer to him you wanted so badly to feel his lips but instead you just dried his glass with your still dry sleeve ,you looked down and said " i guess its late now we should go rest " you said starting to leave but Natsuki took hold of your hand "wait" he said turning you around and hugging you so tightly , you were so shocked you couldn’t speak "you’ve always been with me nana making me happier every day you are my world "he said tightening his grip on you , 'why was he saying this all of a sudden' you thought " i know that syo is trying to take you for himself but i can’t let him .... I ..i love you Nari " he said now looking into your eyes "Natsuki " you breathed happiness and lots of emotions mixed up together running throw your body , he leaned down and caught your lips with his , the kiss was so fired up his lips eating yours up hungrily as if it was waiting for this moment forever , you kissed back with as much passion and fire wrapping your arms around his neck and his hands sneaked around your waist in the proses his glasses fell from his face making him a bet aggressive in the kiss and hold you tighter his tongue finding yours and he started playing with it in a hot battle which he of course won he sucked on your tongue then back at your lips making you moan in the proses " i waited for that for so long" Satsuki said smirking , his glasses where between you two so you kissed him again and put his glasses on his eyes while they were closed "i love you too Natsuki so much " you said blushing a lot , he chuckled " my cute nana" he said hugging you so tightly ...
DAYS LATER
you and Natsuki were working at the song in Natsuki and syo's room , let’s just say syo was feeling a bet weird being with you since you two were together now so when you come to their room he leaves you two alone . You were sitting between Natsuki leg on his bed while his back was facing the wall and you had your head on his chest "nana we finally finished the song " he said smiling , you turned you head to his " yeah ... That’s good and bad " you said pouting he took hold of your chin and kissed you " your so cute when you do that face" he said chuckling and you blushed "but why is it bad " he asked " because i won’t be able to come and stay with you like this " you said closing your eyes and resting your head back at his chest "oh well there is always homework , books ,pencils, stuffed animals to barrow he said laughing , you giggled and hugged him.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

uta no prince-sama opening song translation


Kono mune ni kizamareta
First impact, fast soul beat
Seijaku ni yureru machi
Anju no uta wa doko e?
Samayotta meiro no hate
Just feeling, just missing
Ima kimi wa nani o negau?

Sing your song
Hanaretete mo wakaru yo
Hear my wind
Tsunagatte iru sora wa hitotsu

Kagiri nai Brand New Sky bokura wa
Hitori ja nai kara
Harukana kimi no rabusongu habataite
Shinjiyou Shiny Days futari no
Zettai tekina "Ai no Heart chain"

We'll have an innocent dream
Feel me, touch me
Kono kodou ga mirai dakara

Sou, yoake o matsu sekai e
Hibike Orpheus Heart

Ore ga tsumida toshite mo
Believe my pain, believe your voice
Kamawazu idaki yosetai
Kakusa reta namida goto
Kamisama wa kimaguresa
Shakin' minds, shakin' love

Nani o tamesou to shite iru?

Sing my song
Kono omoi wa kienai
No more cry
Tagiru youna ima o kogase

Tatoe hora Cloudy Sky nijinde
Kokoro ga naite mo
Taiyou no youna ai de hikarasete
Yasashisa deshi maikonda kizuato
Isso kisu de fusaga sete

We'll make the future's world
Feel me, touch me
Todoke kimasuka? Koemasuka?

Sing our song
Sono namida o koete
Make your wing
Futari dake no sora o mezase

Kagiri nai Brand New Sky bokura wa
Hitori ja nai kara
Harukana kimi no rabusongu habataite
Shinjiyou Shiny Days futari no
Zettai tekina "Ai no Heart chain"

We'll have an innocent dream
Feel me, touch me
Kono kodou ga mirai dakara

Sou, yoake o matsu sekai e
Hibike Orpheus Heart


english translation as much as i want to translate it right but this is the only translation i could do blame google translator XD 
First impact was etched on my heart, fast soul beat Quiet town is shaken by the song of Anjou Where? Just feeling the ends of the maze was wandering, just missing Now you wish for?
I can see that apart Sing your song Sky Hear my wind is one of the leading
Brand new sky is endless - we It's not one The far wings of your love songs Shiny days of people believe Absolute "Heart chain of love."
We'll have an innocent dream. Feel me, touch me. This beat is from the Future
Yes, wait for the dawn to the world. Orpheus heart sound only
Believe my pain even though it is sin. Believe your voice Hugging tears hidden by anyway you want to contribute God Shakin 'minds are fickle, shakin' love Have to try to do?
Sing my song this feeling will not disappear So that now the focus of Gase No more cry
Look for example at the bleeding Cloudy sky But no heart You shine like the sun with love Could Maikonda scar tenderness Sealed with a kiss rather let
We'll make the future's world. Feel me, touch me. Kimasuka delivered? Koemasuka hearing?
Beyond the tears Sing our song Aim for the sky Make your wing just two
Brand new sky is endless - we It's not one The far wings of your love songs Shiny days of people believe Absolute "Heart chain of love."
We'll have an innocent dream. Feel me, touch me. This beat is from the Future
Yes, wait for the dawn to the world.
 
Orpheus heart sound only




Tuesday, April 5, 2011

i thought your art is a bang ( Deidara lemon)

Why do I have to share a room with you ?" you quote deidara as he took off his shirt smirking at you "well I don’t see you minding taking off your clothes in front of me "you blurted as you jumped on your futon"well you don’t mind showing your panties too , I like the blue color too it turns me on "he said as he got on top of you "what do you say if I take you for myself..un? "he said as he got even closer "ha ha not funny "you said as he gazed in your eyes making you blush so much , you loved deidara so much but you never said it though you two would always flirt but that was the farthest thing you did , he was only a year older than you and his eyes made you drawn to him , yes eyes ,he would take off the eye camera whenever you two are alone in your room , why you had one room for both of you?! simple the boss said so and so you obey (love ya pain lol)"I wasn’t trying to be funny "he said seriously , making you confused "I .. I want to be yours ..and I want you to be mine and mine alone" he replayed on your clueless face, a smile graced your lips as you put your legs around his waist pulling him down so your lips crashed his , you could feel his smirk as he kissed you passionately , his hands found there way around your waist as soon your fingers sunk in his blond hair pulling them a little making him gasp as he did that you pushed your tongue inside exploring every corner and making sure to memorize it , he wasn’t satisfied so he pushed back your tongue and battled around but soon the victory was announced as his tongue grazed your mouth making you moan in the presses , the hands that once where on your waist pulled the silky kimono off your body leaving you only in your blue  panties , you weren’t wearing a bra so it made it easier to him his lips started to move downwards to your neck where he sucked and nibbled trying to find your sensitive spot , and so he did as you let out a sharp breath escape your mouth , he pit hard on it making you arch your back and your hands went to his naked back massaging it as he grunt , his hands traveled all over your body making sure to forget any unvisited places until he reached the line of your panties he was about to take them off when you suddenly flipped him on his back  , smirking wildly you smacked your lips on his and at the same  time removed his pants , you still wasn’t satisfied your tongue decided to taste the new flavor  diedara's flavor so with that in mind you slipped your tongue kissing and licking his neck until you reached that perfect chest of his , six pack daring you in the face a smirk glowed on the pink lips as they reached his nipple sucking and biting on it  , earning grunt of pleasure escape his mouth ,feeling wet didn’t stop you but made you want him more , the nibble  was now harden ,your fingers moved around the lines of his well belt stomach and your mouth decided to torture your lovers body  as you went to the other nibble giving it the same torture you where demonic for minutes but that son changed as he flipped you around making you lie on your back he took off your now wet panties a smirk played on his lips as he gazed in your eyes "I didn’t know I turn you on that much "he smirked more as his tongue played around your womanhood making you moan so much his mouths on his hands found your breasts taking each nibble in each mouth and sucking on it, your back arched more as you buckled your hips against deidara face trying to push him inside more " oh … ah dei oh you're so good " you moaned as his tongue skillfully searched around  not only minutes later you cum in his mouth , leaving you breathing heavily and clutching the sheets  "mmm you taste sweet "he smiled , his face showing pure lust his mouthed hands that were  on your breasts flow away as you moved him so he was on his back his harden stick was making a tent in the boxers so you latterly tore  them off taking in site his big shaft you smirked as you pushed his shaft in your mouth sucking on it hard and scratching it with your teeth his grunts got louder , then his hands where on your head pushing you even more "faster nazumi  go faster  uh "he breathed as you obeyed his wishes going fast and sucking hard , you could feel his shaft thinking"I- im guna cum "seconds later he did releasing in your mouth his salty seeds "mm dei you taste good I want more "you said seductively as he flipped you kissing you hard and passionately on the lips after minutes he moved positing his shaft on your entrance "so hot stuff how do you like it to be ?!"he asked smirking  mischievously , you smiled "I thought your art was a BANG" you said , not you needed to say more he pushed himself in you making you cry in pain he lowered his face to your as he stopped moving making you get used to his size as blood went down your thighs "it going to be ok un "he comforted you ,and seconds later you could feel the pleasure rush      through your tight walls , you loosened your hands on his shoulder nodding for him to go faster as he smiled he moved a bit until he  started again moving hard and fast "uh dei oh "you moaned loudly with every thrust and he grunt and groaned in return,"oh nazumi your so tight , oh your so fucking good "he groaned some more " dei  deeper " you said  breathless so he did you could feel your walls getting tighter as you where about to cum "i- oh im gonna cum "you yelled " me ..too" he got faster and rougher as he and you finally reached your limits ,"deidara"you shouted "oh nazumi "he breathed as he collapsed on you , both of you catching your breath , after minutes he pulled himself out of you and laid next you  capturing you in his strong arms as he put the covers on you "your mine and only mine "he breathed in your neck a big grin playing on your face as you hugged his side resting your head on his chest "that goes for you too lover boy "you giggled and he chuckled kissing you good night as both of you fell asleep .


Monday, December 20, 2010

zack fair one shot


you were sitting in the cafeteria watching him flirt with the soldier girls, you were totally pissed off ,and were more pissed when he waltzed his way to you ,standing right in front of you "so how are you doing Millie ?" asked Zack smiling down at you "fine" you said not looking at him but your sandwich , he saw that and took a seat next to you without asking and then cloud came and sat at the same table , cloud looked at you and was blushing "how are you cloud?" you asked your friend with a smile , he gazed deeply into your eyes smiling sweetly "I've been in a good shape lately  "he said and you could not miss the sound of growling coming from next to you , you turned your head to zack and he was glaring at cloud turning your head back to cloud he was doing the same ,you sighed pushing some brown looks out of your face and closing your blue eyes for a second "what's wrong ?"You said while taking a breath still eyes closed opening them zack's face was right in front of yours only inches away , you could feel the heat rise to your face that  soon turned red "w-wh-what are you doing ?"you managed to stutter as you moved back only to fall on the ground and to your great luck cloud throw himself under you before you could smash your head with the marble ground . he held you tight to him afraid you would leave " Zack what the hell is wrong with you ? "You yelled catching everyone's eyes , cloud stood with you still in his hands "I need to tell you something "Zack said coming closer " I love you " cloud suddenly said before Zack could say a thing you turned around looking at cloud wide eyes blue eyes staring at the mako ones shining with hope "c-cl-cloud..I..i don’t know ..what to.. say " you mumbled , suddenly someone pulled you away from cloud holding you "stop cloud, I told you I like her first  why do you and do this?"zack yelled , you pulled yourself away from zack and slapped him "how could you say that right to my face when all you do is flirting with all the girls here ?"now tears where falling down your face … after that said you ran to your room crying yourself to sleep .
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next day you were walking in the town of the slums wearing this summer dress. it was so hot outside  so you walked to the lake and sat down there "Millie ?" a familiar voice called you looked up and saw Zack he came closer and sat down next to you " Millie the reason why I was flirting and doing things like that is because I wanted your intention I knew you were watching me so I acted that way" now your face glowed red as he knew you that you were watching him , his face came closer "you like right ?"he asked his hand reaching your cheek caressing it , you could only nod your head "that’s great because I love you "he said planting a kiss on your soft lips , you closed your eyes enjoying the moment as you kissed him back , falling on his back he took you by the waist with his wrapping his  hands around your waist and deepening the kiss … that stayed on until both of you were only left with nothing more than your under wears .*.^


Wednesday, December 15, 2010

len tao (one shot )

Name :Mimi Otaru
Age : same as Yoh
Looks :long black hair , pale skin and ocean blue eyes
Family : none they all died on the hands of Zeke
Event : after the shaman tournament
you walked back to yoh's home , it's been a week since the shaman tournament was over and you didn’t see Len , you might want to know why ….
Flash back
Len died right in front of your eyes rushing over to him you held him with your hands crying your eyes out, yes you and len fought a lot and you two would show you hate each other but deep down you loved him so much , and he knew because you once kissed him but he was even colder towards you after that , suddenly his lifeless body started to shake in your hands and he slowly opened his eyes , a smile grow on your face as he stared up at you pushing himself up he tried to stand up but failed causing you to catch him "welcome back" you said as you smiled but he looked away blushing a little though you couldn’t see his face .
End flash back
You sighed as you finally reached your destination Yoh said that its better for you to live with them since you don’t have a home and you're in the same school as him , opening the door you bombed into someone and fell back "sorry " you said thinking it was Yoh but when you looked up you noticed it was Len !! "what are you doing here" he asked glaring "I could ask you the same question" you said glaring back "oh Mimi your home , heheh Len she is living with us "Yoh said "I didn’t know that" he enquired looking at you when someone wrapped their arms around you from behind rising you to your feet ,and a smooth voice talked "are you ok Mimi?"you turned around seeing none other but lyserg holding you tight , everyone knows that hehas a crush on you , you smiled warmly and turned in his arms giving him a hug "I haven’t seen you in a while now" he whispered holding you tight "me neither "you looked in his eyes "what is this? Are you two dating?"Len growled , Lyserg shook his head a no " unfortunately we are not " Lyserg said , and whit that said Len took you out of Lyserg grip and held your hand dragging you out of the door , you were so shocked you didn’t even react , as finally with the nigh fell over the sky he reached a lack and sat there with you "why did you do that ?" you asked calmly not looking in his direction , minutes passed and he didn’t answer " I should go now it's getting late "you said standing up and getting started to move , but some force held you back in your ankle letting you slip and fall in lens lap " what was-"but soon a pair of lips crashed on yours , you were so surprised and shocked that you didn’t kiss back after seconds passed he let go of you "I don’t want Lyserg to hold you tight I want to be the one who does that "he said coolly , you blinked thinking if this was all your imagination , he smiled a rare smile and held you tight thinking that you already was surprised " I love you " he whispered in your ear making you shiver but grow a wild smile on your face looking at him you smile and kissed him so passionately that he fell backwards with you in his hands "I love you too linny "you giggled at his face and he smiled kissing you back .

Thursday, December 9, 2010

you are not lying Kaname oneshot lemon


You where running after the killer of your parents , being close to Zero helped you with the weapons manner and him being in cross academy helped even more , he is human alright but he is wanted for justice and you shell give him a spare of the banishment they will give him in court you will end his life , as you ran he reached for the night class dorms bad move he will draw vampires now , yes you know about them because you where once saved by kaname and since then you fell in love with him but you want say nor act as you care , as he ran you two reached a dead end there was a party being held in the night class and he stopped "you can't kill me "he said as you held the gun in his direction its not hard to kill "you said by now every head turned in your way "then shot" he smirked "you'll bay for what you've done I will empty my gun in your body "you said as you held up your gun to his face and shot him the scent of the blood rushed throw the place making the vampire go mad and one approached you , so you took out your vampire killing gun "if you want to be the next one be my guest " you growled but he stopped and bowed as everyone else you looked back to see kaname "lest talk" he said as he started walking ,"I have nothing to talk to you with "you said as everyone gasped about your cold and drain voice , you know you are not in his leag so why try , kaname looked as cold as ever just the way he stared at you made you in pain so you started walking back throw the forest to the day class dorms "stop" a cold voice said but you knew who it belonged to , it belonged to the man you deeply loved , you wouldn't let your gourd down as you knew he would never accept you as a human lover "I told you to leave me alone so many times !! is it hard to get it to your head "you snapped "I don't know what's your problem with me but causing a scene like that and leaving is very rude of you" he said calmly "will you see! I really don't care what you think! he killed my parents my job was to capture him dead or alive so I took the first suggestion now if you excuse me I don't have time for your mental games "you said and turned to leave but two strong hands wrapped around your waist "and what do you think you're doing exactly ?" you asked coldly "did I do that much of a thing to make you hate me this much?" he asked leaning his head on your shoulder .."you being a vampire makes me.…sick" you spat but he turned you around and placed his lips upon yours you were taken aback by his actions that you gasped letting him roam your mouth , you wouldn't allow this you're not a toy to him he can play with and throw , so you pushed him away and slapped him ,he was confused and another feeling was written on his face but you didn't know what "stay away from me , don't touch me im not your toy "you yelled as you ran , you finally got to your roam closing the door and lying on the bed "I wasn't playing around" said a voice all too familiar "how'd you get in here , why can't you stay away do you want to suck my blood that much ? "you parked , he only smiled and walked over sitting next to you on the bed "on the contrary It's not my intention to suck you dry from blood I'm here to clear things up I. Know you may hate me but I don't , it surprise me that you're the only one I feel content with , you're the one that makes me calm and more open your-"you cut him off "are you high or are you drunk?"you asked confused of his actions, he beamed a smile and shook his head " then why are you acting wired ?!!" you asked on the matter of Fact tune "that's what people do when they are in love " he said that and you just stared at him taking that all *in "oh now i get it this is what pure bloods do when they want to kill and turn humans to a level E no wait unless you want to finish me already "you said glaring at him "I cant believe you girl im saying I love you and yet you are saying that I want to kill you ?"he asked confused "why should I believe you?"you asked as you stepped closer to him your faces inches away "what should I do to make you believe me more than this ?"he asked then without giving you time to replayed he kissed you again so passionate it made you lose balance and falling on the bed with him on top of you , you finally listened to your heart and kissed him back, and you could feel a smile grow on his lips , "you don’t know how much I wanted to be with you, to feel you , to kiss you , I was going mad seeing how much you tried to avoid me how much you hated me –"he was cut off by your lips "I never hated you I always loved you but was afraid that you wouldn’t feel the same way "you said looking away from him ,but soon you could feel a hand on your chin turning your head to face him ,"its wired how do you think I love you and I don’t care if you are a human "he said kissing you passionately , you couldn’t hold anymore as you started to unbutton his vest and taking it off then your hands moved to his tie ripping it off he smirked and turned you over so you are on top of him he broke the kiss and took off your top leaving you in your bra , your hole face turned red as you but your hands on your chest and fell on him trying to cover yourself "your beautiful you don’t need to be shy in front of me "he chuckled "you looked at him with a small smile "come here "he said and held you close kissing you again as his hands found there way on your back taking of the bra you gasped giving him the chance to slid his tongue in your mouth and exploring every inch he reached , you couldn't help but let out a moan as your hands slid under his shirt trying to take it off although with the position you two were in it was hard he felt your struggling and moved so he was on top that gave you the chance to finally get rid of the annoying piece , you gazed at his will belt chest and six pack almost drooling he chuckled lightly and got closer to your ear " you like it "he teased making you blush even more …the two of you now where rid of their garments leaving you two naked hw went down kissing your neck and nibbling on your soft spot his hands messaging your breasts earning some long moans from now and then … his stick brushing against your thighs every now and then making you want him more "Kan…me I want …you ..now "you breathed as he smiled at you nodding his head .. he positioned him self in front of your entrance taking a breath "are you ready Kaia?"he asked , and you only nod trying to forget how painful it would be "don’t worry ill be gentle with you "he said and closed the gap between you two , you took hold of his shoulders as he pushed himself in you the pain was so much that you screamed but his lips covered yours instantly , as he stopped moving he waited a bit until you calmed down and then he started moving again ,you felt so good the pleasure was so great that made you moan and grunt every time he thrust harder no need for you to say go faster because he already was moving hard and fast deepening it every time "oh ….ah..ka..name..ah" you moaned loudly he groaned and you could feel your walls tighten "kaname…im going to ..cum" you breathed "me too "he said going faster …and soon enough you two cum and screamed each other's name , he moved aside and lied down next to you gathering you in his arms "don’t leave me ever "he said kissing your forehead "I wont "you said smiling and hugging him tightly .