You are my everything (Gaara one shot )

It’s been two years since we got married im 19 now but it doesn’t feel right...
The first year was the best year ever we were dating for almost forever since we loved each other from a very young age .. I still love gaara but those past months kept me wondering if he actually still feels the same im staying at our house at suna. in 9 months I have seen gaara maybe 12 times and they didn’t even last an hour, he is always busy being kazekage I can’t talk to him at the office he doesn’t come home but rarely we barely keep in touch, when I was living in konoha my hometown I saw him even more than this, I can’t take it anymore although I love him I can’t stay here doing nothing being married to him by name...
I went out of the house to the training grounds I’m an uchiha after all I needed practice and by that I mean blowing up stuff, as I was walking in the streets people gave me fake smiles since I’m the kazekage’s wife while women glared at me and gossiped, this was the deal every time I got out, I had to give up my beloved punk kind of style to dress in those damned kimonos " I hate them " I whispered .
Once I got there I unleashed all my frustration and anger on the fake training figures the earth was shaking as I made my fourth chidori, my sharingan eyes getting heavier I was losing all my chakra slowly, I fell to my knees breathing heavily "i wanna escape this pain" I yelled the last part and fell to darkness ........
Ff next day
I got up still in the same place on the ground and my tears came out rushing out of my eyes " he didnt even notice I was gone , hhh what will happen if i die maybe he will know after a month, I’m not going to stay here and find out I’m going to my real home , to my friends to the leaf village and this is my last decision" I said determined , I went home took a shower , went to my room and opened the closet to be met by the damned kimonos again I growled and looked for my outfits I pulled a skinny jeans , a strapless shirt and it had a sleeveless black lace jacket on it , I wore a high knee sketchers and let my hair fall out of its normal kazekage wife look as it was always held up high , I straitened my black hair , and looked in the mirror putting eyeliner and lipstick my blue eyes shining with determination .
I got up and put the stuff that I needed in my bag and left it on the bed.. I at least had to say goodbye for the old days at the most i got up and took my bag walking to the living room I took out my ring and placed it on the table and wrote a note...” I had hoped things would get better by time but you never changed … I love you from the bottom of my heart but I can’t take this anymore so Im going to leave you alone so you can feel free again … good bye Gaara” i put the letter on the table and went out in the street were a lot of guys were staring at me with ajar mouths mostly blushing or whistling ' I missed this feeling hhhh ' I thought to myself as I was leaving to konoha I wanted to go back to being a ninja since I’m a jounin in team 7 .
It took me three days to reach Konoha as I reached there I saw my team Naruto and Sakura I ran to Naruto and hugged him so tight “who? What? “He was confused as he turned and saw you “Rika?? What are you doing here? What about Gaara?”he asked confused “it’s over ! Anyways I missed you” you hugged him again and then hugged sakura and cried “I really miss you guys a lot “we missed you too don’t care about him now I always didn’t want to let you go to Suna anyways “Sakura said really happy to see you.
Gaara POV
It’s been 2 weeks since I saw Rika it’s our anniversary I wish Rika would come see me I’m going to leave early today to see her I hope she isn’t mad at me we have been so far away from each other that I think I’m losing her. It was 5 pm so I went to our house but when I got inside it was dark and as if the house was really cold ‘where is Rika?’ I thought to myself as I went to the living room and let up the lights it was empty “Rika?” I yelled as I called her but I got no answer I saw a note on the table and her ring “ no way “ I muttered really scared of what was written in the letter as I opened it I felt my heart clinch “Rika?”I mumbled as a tear fell down my face “why did you leave me!!” I yelled as I crashed the tableware “RIKA!!”I yelled out of frustration as I stumbled on the floor it’s been a week since the date on the letter that means she left two weeks ago, ‘I have to get her back this cant end like this’ I thought about how to do that.
Rika’s POV
It’s been a week since I left Suna I’m getting ready to go to a mission with my team “Narutooooooooooo” I yelled as I glomped him to the ground “ah I can’t believe how long has it been since I felt alive like this “I said happily as naruto spun me around “we are going on an S rank mission you should be happy “ he said as Kakashi finally came “sensi where have you been ?” Sakura asked him and he looked behind him and I saw Gaara I was shocked and tried to avoid eye contact “the Hokage said we can set to go tomorrow now let’s leave them to talk alone “ Kakashi said “NO! there is nothing for me to talk to him about “ you said that and gaara looked hurt “plus Naruto is looking forward for this mission” you turned to Naruto and he smiled :its ok one day wont make a difference you know “ he patted your head and left with the others leaving you alone with Gaara “Rika” he whispered approaching you “no … don’t come any closer its already over between us so please leave me alone “I said as I turned to walk away he was stunned that he didn’t act for a bet then he followed me took my hand and spun me around then poofed to a more private place … we stood in front of the lack just gazing at each other “why are you here ?” I asked looking at the ground “I should be asking you the same question “ he said and hugged you but you stepped away “I needed to get away because I was hurting a lot “you said and sighed “I know I haven’t been around , and that I’m a very bad husband but you were the one who pushed me for my dreams how could I continue without you ?” he said as he laid his head on my shoulder “because I pushed you for your dream I didn’t want to take it away from you “ I said as I wanted to leave “no not true I have known you since we were kids and you always helped me and I aimlessly left you alone how could have I been such an idiot to give up everything for being the kazekage I don’t deserve it … that’s why I left Suna I handed my job to my brother Kankoru he will be the kazekage now and I’ll be the representative for Suna in here” he said that leaving me with wide eyes and a shocked expression “Gaara why did you do that ?” I asked now crying hard “ because I lost the one important thing in my life my love and my reason for living … I lost my beautiful wife” he said as he hugged you and you sobbed in his arms “I never wanted you to do that but I don’t if I should say this im really happy “I said as he smiled “ I know you didn’t but I want this because I want to build the family I always dreamt of having with you Rika .. I love you so much “he said as he got down to my level and kissed me “I love you too Gaara” I said as I hugged him.
We returned to my home in konoha which is now our home and had a very passionate night together as I woke up the next morning I prepared for my mission “don’t go hug Naruto every time you saw him “I laughed which is something I didn’t do from a long time with him “are you jealous “I asked expecting him to deny it or something “ yes in the matter of fact im I don’t like to see you in any other man’s arms I only want you to be in mine “ he said as he hugged me from behind .. let’s just say that morning I was late for the mission that I even came after kakashi and in the next week when I returned home I was pregnant with Gaara’s child who was very happy that he couldn’t stop smiling the whole day .
And so on we lived a very good life filled with love and passion.